A bus flipped over today.

I watched the driver die.

I have decided that I won't bacome a paramedic as a career. I feel that there are other options better suited for me out there. But I am becoming part of the Volenteer Division as of next week. Adams post sums it all up really. I don't want people to die, or get injured, or hurt. I feel that, as a volanteer, I can help prevent some of this.

Thank you for your kind words. I've already spoken to a rescue worker about what I think (I still don't know what I think). It wasn't 'counselling', it was just sharing opinions. I feel different know about it, and I feel even more compelled to get involved with the volenteer division.

I hope that I can make a contribution.