Please talk to some of the providers on that call, you should have the opportunity to decompress. Post Traumatic Syndrome is common in the emergency field, by talking to others, you learn to face and deal with similar and sometimes horrifying circumstances. This will allowing both you and they to express feelings that sometimes are bottled up for long periods of time, which can lead to depression, drug and alcohol abuse in an attempt to find ways of dealing with these tragedies, but really do not. I say talk to the actual providers on the call, so as not to violate any patient confidentially. Please feel free to talk to us here, there are number of us in the field, who are more than happy to assist you in dealing with these feelings, they are real and need to be dealt with. Pete