No offense Stretch, but I've already quoted you yourself saying

"A handgun for self-defense is meant to kill"

"For years (24 now) I've been taught the purpose is to "stop the threat". As a firearms and use of force instructor, that is the wording I must use when teaching. It's politically correct BS, of course"

And I pointed out when the compensation lawyer is in court he'll be saying:

"you never intended to disarm this poor widows husband, you didn't want to hold him at gun point till the police arrived. If he was wounded and no longer a threat, you'd keep shooting. We know this because you wrote yourself that you intended to kill".

The Sock