Reading your post twice, I concluded somebody took a multitool and indeed bent your fingernail back.A rosary does not a Cathedral make, but it is every bit as valid an expression of faith in a catholic's salvation. That Altoid kit assembled with agonised consideration and search for peer approval and validation on multiple survial forums is our rosary. And like the one cell amoeba in microcosm duplicating the macrocosm of the universe it is in and of itself complete and whole and functional. You just have to face Nature and her fellow critics and remind them " I am big. It's the pictures that got small. then shove Bear aside and tell Mr DeMille your ready for your closeup.