Nicely done! I would say that what you did was a good step in getting to know your true self. Being alone miles from civilization has let your mind express itself to the truest essense and you just got the feel of it. I think, in part, because human beings are socialized beings, we are very much ingrained with the thought that there will always be another by your side...since there has never been a time that that is not the case.
Those feelings, I make of it, are the beginnings into knowing more about one's true self and to do the things you might feel are most natural when you're all alone. Good insight.
And Good Luck
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