Too much ice cream will make you sick and after you finish worshiping the porcelain god, you will see what you have wasted down the toilet.

"Take not counsel from your fears" - George Patton

There are much better ways to handle this "problem", as the other responders have indicated. Not meaning to offend, but "GET A GRIP ON REALITY"!!! You sound like your stuck in a chicken or the egg repetitive cycle. Decide what your realistic needs are and implement them according to the priorities that YOU set!!!

If you don't have a clue, then start doing more research until you start getting enough clues to make some decisions.

Again, I truly don't mean to offend, and I am sorry if I have offended anyone. Otherwise, get over it so that you can get on with it!

Signed: Mr. Personality
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QMC, USCG (Ret)
The best luck is what you make yourself!