Buy a sports car, flashy clothes and get a young GF. That is one way some deal with MLC.
I'd say be thankful for what you have achieved in life and appreciate your family for who and what they are and forget about trying to become someone else yourself. Relax and enjoy your life as it is.
People often get divorced, buy the fancy car and party like they are 20 again. It really seldom turns into a better life than the one they trashed! Stick with the good things and appreciate what you already have. Just my 2C.