I am actually clinically depressed. I am taking Effexor medication for 5yrs now. I had always lack energy regardless whatever I eat. I do eat vegetables & fruits, proteins stuff too.

I can't be too happy at work since the boss might think I am not busy. I will get a regular day time job. I can't handle the shift crap anymore. My hair turn more gray everyday. I will be senior citizen before Bush finish his term in office.