I have definitely learnt a few things. Thanxxx to all

This problem/weakness I have is psychological, not based on religious beliefs. I do eat fish and meat, however, I still prefer or feel more comfortable at eating non-identifiable meats ( kind of denial , huh ?? ) . When I see a whole chicken for example, I may hesitate for a split second before eating, while I don’t even think when I eat a burger or fillet. (looks like some kind of self deception of sorts) …

Anyways, my problem is
(a) I cannot kill the living animal, that is the major part
(b) some kind of disgust or revulsion whatver prevents me of skinning or chopping the animal

Its not that I am a spoilt boy who cannot touch anything dirty. My wife used to leave me sometimes with the small kids (diapers and all). Judging from such incidents its not that much of an issue to deal with feces, vomit and other similar stuff . It seems that animal slaughter is a problem for other reasons than handling foul smell or filth. Part of it comes from a heart that ( I think) is too soft. Maybe.

In a survival situation, I may end up teaming with some of my “heartless” cousins. They deal with animals, and I deal with non-living stuff, like construction, obtaining and purifying water ..etc.