I had dinner with my most recent ex-wife this evening, with whom I am close and have a professional relationship. While be were getting ready to go out I had CNN on, and rosemary remarked that she had always found it excentric on my part of keep a light, a knife, and a gun on the bedside table, not to mention my compulsion to have a go kit and a lot of other gear. No longer. She got it. Maybe others will as well.