For me, I don't think the word "bad" accurately describes my feelings most of the time. It's a very intense feeling, most akin to sadness, I suppose, but there is another thread in there as well. Sad, but OK. I am not articulate enough to describe it. It is for certain an intense, primevial feeling for me. "Spiritual" is accurate if not mis-interpreted to mean "religious" in my case.

A few I felt unequivocably bad about, such as accidentally running over a large black snake with my ATB and having to euthanize it. (... so we ate it for dinner that night and the salted dried skin is tucked away in my shop awaiting a worthy use...).

Enough said by me.