I'm really sorry to hear about your experience, Jeanette. Is there an imaging place that has an "open MRI" available? As someone who has to get his pituitary gland examined every 5 years, I don't think I could do it anymore without an open MRI.
https://mifimaging.com/2018/05/16/5-reasons-you-might-want-to-request-an-open-mri-machine/

Best wishes!
-Blast