Jeanette, if you are asking this type of question I would guess that perhaps it is time to step away from that type of study for a while. As we know, balance is the key to any endeavor in life. The study of Scripture is the same. All aspects of it should be studied. I would suggest taking some time to look into some of the wisdom books. They can help to sharpen and focus your faith practice on the here and now. Feel free to PM me with any questions or clarification.

My $.02
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