Ben
I have an old vitamix, does a fantastic job of milling wheat or any other grains. Got it for five bucks at a yard sale.
Yeah, might be better to sell them and buy more there.
My favorite ,45 target load in .45 acp is a 230 grain cast semi wadcutter over five grains of unique or three point five grains of bullseye. Not a real blaster but does very well on paper targets and would seem to be a decent home defense load.