I have had the unfortunate luck (profession) to have been in that posistion but if I am standing there I want to know there ARE NO MORE OPTIONS. I still hate that feeling. I think thats why during and emergency situation, people that I work with / hang out with beat themselves up so badly when we loose a soul. Hell - if I thought it would do any good, I would dance naked (ewwww) in the middle of a field to save a life. Some of my buddies that see my kit, look at me like I lost my mind, but they always like to have me around when things get bad.

Nice to be wanted but damn...