To be honest, I had the same thought as Rodion, no offense intended to the original poster or to follow-ons.

8 years ago I had to say goodbye to a part of my career, where I had to receive warrants from law enforcement for access to online services, and assist with lawful recovery of evidence in cases of pedophilia. The evidence recovered in the first few cases were bad enough, but the photographic evidence recovered in the fourth case was enough not only to make me cry but convince me I wasn't cut out for this task. Just talking about it now is tough, it screwed me up good. I am afraid that in a kidnap situation, I will flash onto those memories, and over-react. I don't carry a gun, but am afraid what I would do to subdue a kidnapper. If the kidnap victim was my own kid, I know there is no rationalizing, just reaction. I honestly have difficulty treating pedophiles as human beings.