I hurt too much to scream, I'm too tired, and too depressed. Marty knows the story, but suffice it to say I've had a massive run of bad luck in my family since May of 2007. On a GOOD day, I'm only dealing with ONE medical emergency

I'm beyond the screem, and just want to go hide in a hole, and pull the covers over my head till things stop

BTW - in case anyone wants to know, being in chronic pain "5" level pain for 20+ months is not fun (with days where it goes to 6-8 level, and the occasional day where you just lay there scream, and the MD is worrying you are going to code from the pain...)