I should point out, that much like you expressed in your first post, I completely and totally took all responsibilty and blamed myself for everything for about 2 years. The wife and I could be driving along in the car and she could tell my mind had drifted on the subject due to my countenance. It randomly ruined my mood for a while. It passes.

Sorry if I'm being to ebullient on the topic. Just struck a chord with me, thats all. Hopefully you get something out of it.

Going to check out one of these sailboats on Saturday"

http://web.archive.org/web/20050306150032/www.perfectpocketyacht.com/page16.html

What I am trying to find in my price range is either a 26D:

http://www.sailboatlistings.com/view/7661


And my fantasy is to find an affordable 26S:

http://www.sailboatowners.com/classified/ownerview.tpl?brid=15412&fno=300