Taurus,
My spirits lightened when I saw you posted. You have no need to apologize for gum-flappin'. You are providing us a "hot wash" on life as it pertains to you right now. Your thoughts are incedibly valuable to all who visit this forum.
As a retired U.S. veteran who was never called to dicey situations I can only thank you for doing your duty with honor and pride. You make all us vets proud to be a part, albeit small, of your life and service.
O Canada!
God bless you
MSgt Taylor, USAF (retired)
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"Its not a matter of being ready as it is being prepared" -- B. E. J. Taylor