I am so sorry to hear about your loss.

It is devistating any time you have to put a pet down or otherwise. I have done it too many times. It sucks.

I hate the loss so much, that my strategy with the last two dogs has been to replace them quickly as possible after they are gone. I figure there really isn't any point in waiting to experience joy with a new pet.

Also, having a new fluff ball around to hug makes dealing the loss a little easier. Of course, no replacement can ever make up for the loss completely, but it helps.