Very sorry for your loss. A pet's death can be devastating for a family.

When my two Golden Retrievers died within 6 weeks of each other (summer 2004) I mourned for nearly a year. It ripped my heart out to put them down, even though I intellectually knew if was best for the dogs.

The good news is that they are plenty of other animals who needs shelter, food and love. As time heals your loss, I hope you reach out to care for another pet. After I picked my "new to me" (actually pre-owned/used) dog from the rescue group I found joy again.